weight weight go away...

im not posting what i weigh or sizes/pictures etc. im too scared of all that to share lol but i will post how excited i am that i weigh less then what i did going into this pregnancy! news flash i still weigh more then i like story of my life so i have a long long way to go but this is a good start i beleive . i got pregnant with paisley not 3 months after i had payten and hadnt lost all the 50 pounds i gained with her... i wasnt able to breastfed with her and started dieting and working out a month later so i had lost like 30 pounds 10 right after she came out and 30 after i started dieting... i got pregnant with paisley and obviously couldnt diet anymore lol gained 20 pounds with this last pregnancy. lost 10 right away lol and have lost 20 the last three weeks. paisley is 3 weeks today. i have a bunch more i need to lose and am no where close to where i want to be but hopefully with breastfeeding the next year starting to workout in 3 weeks when i get the go ahead(i would now but my placenta didnt come out on its own with paisley and aparently you can bleed to death if you dont take it easy after that happens untill the doctor says its all healed(ive already tried talking my doctor into letting me and it didnt work if you cant tell lol) ive done a tone of research and talked to lactation nurses and doctors and i can start watching calories once my milk supply is good by two months as long as i eat atleast 1800 calories a day and eating healthy. so heres to getting healthy this next year :)d