stay a baby forever

 payten is 7 months and a half now... she is reaching sooo many milestones sooo fast that i dont know what to do... my baby is turning into a toddler and i can honestly say i do not like it! i tell her to stop each day but she refuses to. she is crawling and getting into everything! i find her under soo many pieces of furniture hiding from me... she then starts giggling when i get her haha we had to lower the crib all the way down bc she is pulling herself up. within a week of this she started taking steps.... no payten no i think. i know that when this next baby comes i will be sooo glade she is able to get around and walk but shes only 7 months old... not yet please.:( shes growing up way too fast. i remember when she was born and i couldnt beleive this perfect angel they gave me was mine. im not sure if i was in shock from labor ( i was alittle out of it after) or just in awe. i love my baby soo much im scared for the years to come. i want to do right by her and teach her what she needs to know in this world. i want her to know i love her everyday, how beautiful and special she is.