Friday, May 20, 2011

i feel my saviors love.

tonight i had the chance to rock payten to sleep if you know my parenting style this isnt normal bc i  do my own version of the baby wise. which i love we have a list of things we do each night so she become used to going to bed on her own. i didnt start it till 4 months and ever sense i have she will sleep 10 + hrs a night normally 12 and has a 1hr nap and a 30 min nap during the day. i try to keep everything around the same time and ive notived if i go off too much she doesnt sleep well. we take a nap at 4 wake up eat baby food. play take a bath lotion up get her into her pjs.read a book or two then cuddle for an hour or so i fed her wrap her up and off to bed still awake she sometimes whins for a mintue or two but 90 percent of the time shes out within 5 mins and sleeps so well. shes in bed by 8 normally tonight it was 9pm but we were out tonight getting food. tonight i felt like i needed to wrap her up and just rock her to sleep in her room with the lights off. i didnt realize it but i started singing to her i feel my saviors love the love he truley gives me his spirit warms my soul through everything i see. etc. i love that song but its not one of my favorite hyms so im not sure how i knew all the words. she just looked into my eyes for awhile then slowly drifted off.i love my daughter with all my heart she truley is my everything. i would give my life for her.i had the chance last night to read a few of the general conference talks for last month. after i put payten to bed i thought of one that talked about becoming as a child how close to god they are. how innocent. i feel so blessed that he intrusted this heavenly being in my care. she is so close to our heavenly father she is only 7 months old what did she experience only a year ago? i feel my saviors love when i hold my child and she looks into my eyes so dearly.

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