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no i didnt turn 29... although sometimes i wish i was but still on the other hand am glad i still have a few years. im 29 weeks pregnant. with number two. its a girl. we are so excited with a bunch of other emotions. cant decide on a name for sure by now we had known payten was payten we just were not sure on the middle name which when i pushed her out we finially realized it just had to be millie there was nothing as perfect for her. it seems like this pregnancy is going to fast(although yes i still have 11 weeks left) the doctor says shhhe will eaither be a huge baby(10+ pounds) or she will be a few weeks early... lets hope for the second because pushing out a 8 pound 12 oz baby was hell enough i think i will just pass out if this one is any bigger.really i mean its only a pound and 4 ozs bigger but still thats crazy talk... 10 pounds babies... who does that? oh ya... my grandma had one... maybe two of them. i honestly think the older you get the "bigger" your babies get lol by the time im 50 telling payten about her birth when she asks me how it was when she is expecting she will have gone from 8 pounds 12 oz to 12 pounds or some crazy number. lol i pray im not one of those mothers that makes her remember what i had to go through for her each day of her life... she is 16 and being a teenage pain and i lift up my shirt saying see these stretch marks they were put there becuase i carried you for 10 months you better stop treating your poor mom like this who went through 3 days of labor to push your ungrateful butt out as i run off crying. lets pray hard that never happens. ha ha. moms are funny.... i dont know why maybe all the hormones after having kids... maybe the onset of metapause... payten is getting so grown up she is saying mama da da and ba ba and knows what they all mean. she signs no and more... is trying to learn to walk and all at the same time forgetting she is only 9 months old and still my little baby girl.i read in and article the other day that having babies about a year apart are called having irish twins... i liked the term because my husbands last name is mcwhorter so im keeping it.im having irish twins. apparently you are fertile again after 3 short weeks of delievering your baby... youre not to have sex atleast 6 weeks after so if you get pregnant after only 3 weeks you are a dare devil and obviously didnt listen to doctors orders. i got pregnant with baby 2 when payten was 2 months so 9 weeks after having her... yes suprises happen and its ment to happen if it does lol. i love both my babies the same and always will i tried for awhile with payten to only have a miscarriage and have to get on drugs testing if i even ovulated each month  to finially get prregnant with my baby love... this one came without anything no stress  or readiness. im so happy though they are both my blessings on this earth and although i will have both arms full for awhile i look forward to their relationship later on i hope they will always have a best friend in on another.